now, im getting through a phase like you dont want to be ruled by others.. it feels so bad.. you know, sometimes you just want to have your OWN life.. alone,, have your time, do your things, and feels more independent, kind of that feeling... i think all of people in this world definitely feel this feeling once... i DO really want to settle free from my parents.. i LOVE them, thats surely do, but now i need to learn about standing on my own two feet..
my life feels so unclear now.. im not like i used to be rite now.. my inside like refuse everything right.... i guess, now im in my transition to be adult? ha ha it feels so weird to say something like that.. im 21 but feels like a teenager.. im always questioning myself.. am i really 21..
how people should behave in this age?
oh i dont know, this is not good.. i hate this feeling.. i wanna feel like im useful to others,or others need me for something.. so i can value myself more and happy for that...
u know what, my life or your life or everybody life is NEVER stable.. it will never always in a straight line, because our emotions is ALWAYS changing all the time.. u cant have the same mood for your entire life,, it will always dynamic and changing.. so i think it's normal if i feel like this for awhile.. hope i be better for the next couple days..
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